My name is Stephanie Lee.
And i am from Holy Innocents' High School.(Holy my ass. but i very guai de)
My mum gave birth 2 me on the 15th of September in year 1994.
I am currently attached to my PEN PEN ! Jackson! PENGUIN! on the (140609) yay!
I have alot of hobbies which mostly invole sports and my cca is Soccer & Floorball ! Yeah!
As u might already be able to tell, i am naturally high and friendly! So i like 2 make frens!
Oh and last but not least, i AM A GUAI KIA! YAY!
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8:04 PM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
a poem a day is love
I am tired
It has drained out all that i have out of me
Fooling me again and again
Making me love you,
then shooting me down.
oh god help me,
Take this awful feeling away
This feeling that is called love
Don't say you love me
It hurts to noe that you,
have been there and shot me down.
pls my god, hear me.
Take this stupid feeling away,
that has hurt me the most,
the one called love.
Pls don't lead me on.
No, not anymore
I have to give you up
Someday we will all leave
and when that day comes,
there will not be anymore tears to shed for you.
By then , i would have moved on
Never look back,
and get hurt again.
Never learning my lesson.
Take this horrible feeling away.
This feeling called love.
BY: Stephanie Lee
8:13 PM
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
boring day... i think i sit infront of com and stone damn long le... blah blahblah i think i will make a poem...
A little a day
oh how the days pass me by...
when summers come and gone,
we will all still be here having a stone
We all noe that our frens will be here
so come on and lean on them
9:11 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
yesterday was like super fun i guess? i was at my godpa the house for bbq then was like super tiring looking after the kids...i think they like attacking me with the soccer ball haha the the ball keep going out onto the driveway and matthew have to keep climbing in and out then i climb over the wall to get the ball but to tired to climb back for like 3mins haha then trince was like feeding the toy baby alot of times then have to change the stupid diaper 6 times! stupid rite? haha
6:27 PM
Friday, July 25, 2008
haiz so i never post in a long time blah blah blah... haiz also nothing to post today vomit then the whole weeek i not happy with that apb then still got alot of test until now i damn stressed out haiz lifes just unfair lor... i hate it the ppl i like never like me back de so i just give up le... a quote for the day.... poetry is my life and nth in the world is going to change or make me lose that very impotant part of me...
7:34 PM
Monday, July 21, 2008
damn boring lor...today as per normal boring blah blah blah... eat study talk crap then after sch stress from sudoku see boring rite still ask me to blog so lame
9:16 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
lol so the pass few days nv blog blah blah blah... also nothing to blog so i dun bother... then like that lor... play com all day and go eat dinner lor...like that only my life damn boring de
9:47 PM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
now feel to lazy to post anything... today was damn shit but at least i got make sherphard pie... haha i think spell wrong... but nvm lar... haha then the rest of the day teacher just kao pei lor... then i over there stoning... damn bored SIAN!!!!!!! tmw got geography and sc test... can damn stressed out le... haha... i want smoke... jkjk... so today go sch tuition then go mavis tuition both maths tuition lor... damn sian but before thata got some stupid bus driver dun let us go up the bus cuz we carrying bubble tea like wtf lor...then got some stupid lady thing she big then go scold us but only i gt hear her then u noe wad she say? she said"DUN NOE HOW TO QUEUE UP AR?" like fuck her lar we wait for the fucking bus like 20mins lor then wad about her? only like 5 mins... u noe wad i did? i scolded her wad i think i sad" FUCK U LAR! U THINK U BIG AR? WE WAIT FOR THE BUS LONGER THEN U AND WE SO GOOD GIVE U SPACE QUEUE THEN U SOME SCOLD US! FUCKING RUDE LAR ! PARENT NV TEACH U AR? ASSHOLE!" got some more but i forget le then she go on the bus and stare at me i stare back lor give her middle finger and the fucking bus anuty just drive off so rude...now i 2 angry post le... bb
7:45 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
9:07 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
sch today was the same B-O-R-ing! 2day end at 1230 but got some stupid moe thingy forget wad is it called le... sorry bad case of stm... haha... then after that i go buy straw to fold star haha...then go back sch for sudoku wahhhhhhhhh! i do the first puzzle then i very stressed out must listen music... haha... then come back just nice before it rained ...so then i go change and go collect my specs ... still not to use to wearing specs but i thing with time it will grow on me or something... haha... so now sitting here stoning thinking wad to write i think stop here for to day lor haha...cannot wait for tmw to come
11:04 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
lalala... i am so bored... lol now like damn sian lor haha... talking to andros wor... then in the morning i went east coast to watch my mom like do a triathtion ... then i eat candyfloss and ice shaving... and i like love andros like alot!!!! haha muacks dear hehe... lala can't wait to meet on monday lala but i still scared to pierce my tongue... lalala... ok lar i dun noe wad to write ler so not going to write anymore haha...
7:54 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
lol! i goimg to type crap lar randpm ppl with random ideas... my hand cram...i make alot of stars haha... like 8straws le haha then it is like damn nice lor... haha...so like 10 of us ppl ,phoenicia, jeleen, felissa, janna, jia yi, amanda , vanessa, tingwei,imm joo, ming ai and dominic where like making it lar for the whole day... then teacher allow lor haha... geography haha... i also want hear story haha (this one only class ppl noe de haha)...haha love u andros! haha
10:44 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
LIKE FINALLY! i noe how to use blog! haha but i update damn slow lor i think i take like about 3 hours lor! haha bt finally! haha now just happy and tired that finish le haha... then 2 day i learn how to fold straw star! and i bought like 3 packs of straw to make it . after making 1 star le my fingers hurt like hell haha ... then 2day spend the almost the whole day talking and msging to andros until batt go flat haha... Babies are so cute! lalala nothing better to do le ... ok like i have to go soon so ya...bb
2:48 PM
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
haha! ya! i like finally gt over him... haha i now see that he was just a stupid old bastarded that cannot make up his mind ... he is like the most fucked up piece of shit i have ever known like if u like me then y u go stead with her lar wad type of fucking excuse is that sorry to tell u this but kim if someone else also jio ur andy like u did then u are in trouble le haha he will dump u like he did to me so jy... haha... i dun want to steal him back le cuz i dun want to be called a hu li jing hehe... haiz... then today was like damn boring lor... i like looked damn emo today lar... haha... so i got like tuition later so ya... bb!
9:18 PM
Monday, July 7, 2008
so ya like today is youth day and all so like no sch haha ... my parents and i went to marina square to watch hancock haha... then we buy bag for me haha from myuk! haha ... then i got back at 9pm i think? haiz... i want to meet him lor... haiz...then damn sad i want him lor! steal he back i don care le haha... haiz... today like almost faint lor... haha...haiz... i really miss him lor... y must she steal him from me! like wad the hell lar...i very very very much love him haha... she dun see can le... haha... ok lar slp slp...
3:36 PM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
haiz .... it was ok lar the fun fair... but i like gt burned by the lighter so now like to a scar on my hand... my booth was candle light , it is like you have to shot out the fire witha watergun under 1 min. and if u do it under 10secs we give more points... then got alot of food lor! so good rite?
but i no time eat lor to busy lor... haiz now my stomach grumbling haiz...so sian wor... then they got beer but i 2 young to buy sad hor? then omg gt this stupid fucked up lady go wack my butt cuz she want see the priest get dumped like fuck lar she damn cb she think she go great meh? i then go show middle finger to her lor haha...haiz... ppl pls stop asking me to stead with u ok?... now i really cannot say anything le... y is it that SHE find my blog for? waste time de lor... she want wad already gt wad le
8:50 PM
Saturday, July 5, 2008
haiz...today nv sian i got angry at my fren in church lor... haha... they say i look damn scary and cuz it is the first time they got see my angry before... haha... i normally very nice de lor... angry also don't say one... haiz... and ryan asking me if i want to stead with him... haiz... he say he like me for very long le... then don't noe wad he say about being foolish for letting me alot of times or something... haiz... wad is wrong lar... y ryan and terence like me ? so weird lor... not like i pretty or anything lor...haiz.... damn stressed... but the one that i like don't really noe that i am just waiting for him... nvm lor... he make his choice le... 6months of bullshitting haha...
11:40 PM
Friday, July 4, 2008
so erm this is my first time really blogging and everything so i kind of noob at this so ya...today was ok lar i guess...haha the worst of my fears have come true...our 6months of love has come to an end... haha 3 nites of no slp cuz i was to worried and slp was all a waste i guess... hahaanyway looks like i have to just give my blessing to them...and andy was like helping with the blog thingy cuz i really have no idea lor...he hurt me so much... it is like my heart was ripped out and stomped , burned , cut , dropped onto the floor and cracked before it was returned to where it was to be... haha i learn a very important lesson again... and that is that u can't never trust anyone...he says he still loves me but really if u love me why did u pick her? i am sorry i don't noe how to show u my love , i am very new to this word love, even the dictionary cannot explain... sorry if u had told me i will show it all to u... i have given up hating people... i have gotten to the source of it all and that is me... so i have learned to hate myself... haha... if i had a chance to say and redo everything i would...i would tell him that if there was no him there will be no sun , moon . no darkness no light . just emptyness in my world... thats all i can say i don't noe want to say... cuz i find that there is a saying that actions speak louder then words . i wanted to show u all of it thats the only way i noe how to show my love... that was the only way i was though... but i guess that we can never meet so i can never show it all to you... oh and today some cat followed my sis up home... haha it was damn funny... but i was scared the cat scratch me haha... retarded lor... haha .... i think i cried to hard that my eyes are swollen and pain haha... and now i don't noe y but i feel so numb... like nothing in this world can hurt me anymore... i really love u... haha but it is to no avail... ok lar i need to cry myself to slp le so i have no idea how long that is going to take... take care ppl! haha...signing off